Futureathinking

When i closed my eyes,feel so comfortable to refresh my mind,surely i imagined when i stuck with profession as designer slash as a Doctor,amin YaAllah!
and when i opened my eyes, I'm realized it's too long way to say "I'm success" what i will be? who know.
how many suck damn hurdles that i must passed before i success? just like my 1st love?
How can i move on and choice what i will bring to for my future? for now,if someone ask me "what will you bring for your future?" i just can say*for now "paper and pencil,how about you?"  
little girl who said "i wanna be a doctor!!" "i wanna be a Fashion World Designer!!,i can prove it!"
enough for now,the little girl now can keep thinking about her future and prepared now,but she can't understand why now,she just can keep blogging all the Saturday night.
She always smile for her paper,but she can't make paper smile for her,hfft LOL =,="
Whats make World changes by a little girl who don't what will she do to make her parents proud with her.she had spirit,she had power to play game all the time achieve her future.yeah!

this is more than jimat,thank you saus!